what looks large from a distance, close up ain't never that big.

my hands are sweating and we haven't even started yet.

you want to talk to me?

go ahead and talk.

whatever you've got to say to me

it won't come as any shock.

i must be guilty of something.

i never could learn to drink that blood

and call it wine.

i never could learn to hold you, love

and call you mine.

night after night.

oh god you make me shake.

<3<3

"learn your lesson slut"

you rarely cross my mind. but when you decide to break in all i want to do is cut you down and fuck you up. and i would do it a thousand times over again.

fuck you and your friends.

a year and a half later and i am still all caught up.

it was hope for all that we could have been that brings me back... right here. you look like love and you smell like it too. and as it turns out, i never wanted anybody but you.

hysteric.

no longer, no longer; what you ask. strange steps, heels turn black. the cinders, the cinders they light the path of these strange steps. take us back, take us back... flow sweetly, hang heavy you suddenly complete me. oh hysterical.