sapientia et doctrina stabilitas

i think i woke up today with a smile on my face because i know that tomorrow i can leave this place behind. its a little too bad i am so bitter, otherwise i think i would have at least felt something.

ciao city filled with deceitful undertones and hidden messages, i won't miss you a bit.

love taught me how to lie.

there's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth.

there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt.

there's still a little bit of your ghost, your witness.

there's still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed.

pathetic.

I really don’t know when I got to this point. I guess it was just a combination of things that changed the person that I was. When I graduated grade twelve, I had everything together. There wasn’t one more thing that I would ask for and I considered myself to be the luckiest person in the whole world. As I sit here today, I don’t know whether it has been my circumstances that have changed, or just myself. Or maybe it was just me that changed and created these circumstances for myself. Regardless of what or who changed, in the end, I feel like I would wish for a thousand things to be different and I no longer feel so lucky.

champagne.

oh look. i am officially hopeless.

who hearts fake friends?

thanks a lot.

letters.

today i got jealous... i wish my words were as pretty as yours. you trick people with your words, i bore them.