this feeling hurts and i am so scared.
vulnerability suits me so well, and i'm not much of a fighter.
let's drink to giving in.
ink.
from top to bottom:1. 'per arudua' - meaning through difficulties in latin. mcintyre family motto. for my dad and my grandfather.
2. flowers - hibiscus for my aunt bec, forget me nots for my mom, pansy for my aunt tamsin, and clematis for my grandmother. all of their favorite flowers.
3. 'hope' - for my uncle tim. one of the last words he spoke to me.
egg nog.
merry christmas. i know my day will be filled with liquored up family and some late night cuddling. excited to spend my day with the ones i love. happy holidays :)
... too bad tomorrow is back to the grind.
sleezy.
you make me want to fuck with the curtains open for the whole world to see.
god you taste good.
age.
there is this guy that gets into every single inch of me. until the point that i am breathing him. and i can't help but thinking that i'm done for, that this is it. its his skin and those eyes. he's a smooth talker with a lot to say and i am a sucker for every word that falls out of his mouth. they wrap around my heart and keep me coming. i've said it before and i'll say it again, i'm hooked by this boy and there isn't one thing that could change it.
loft.
i just found the apartment of my dreams. going to go and check it out but i already know i want to move in. conveniently its only down the street.
dreamer.
there are a thousand things that remind me of you. and i want to breathe life into all of them. i don't know why now, why tonight. but all i know is that i need you here with me to keep me safe. you have always been that person for me. and as thoughtful as i seem tonight, i know i can't bring you back. so goodnight.
spending.
so sorry for the lack of updates. life has thrown me some curveballs. but, i started my new job (officially) today and i loved every second of it. think i am turning it around.
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