"you have my heart until i die and forever after that".

"i would die for you. now and forever i love you with all of my heart. i adore who you are and i will adore who you become. if my heart were a home it would have a 'sold' sign on it, and you would be the owner. my dream is that you will live in that house for the rest of our days."

the 29th still gets me every month.

new and old.

its coming back.

i'm glad you decided not to waste that heart of yours.

we were much more clever together.

i never saw it coming though.

your arms for me are a familiar place.

its only affection now.

bang.

this summer feels more like autumn without you, but it could just be the rain. you should really tell your friends there's more to me than this. and i know its not your fault baby, but you could've tried harder to keep my name from their mouths. you took the time to reinforce my heart and its safe to say i'm bullet proof now.

lost feeling.

i'm not alive for anybody... you should know that by now.

they said they wanted to know.

there was a time when i thought love was enough,

but i just don't think it is anymore.

there isn't a enough love in the world,

to make me retrace my steps and go back.

and it doesn't seem like anything is enough,

to make me want to keep those thoughts in my head.

and you, there isn't enough of anything,

to make you keep my name from your lips.

and you can't seem to get enough sleep at night,

to make you forget all those things you did.

there was a time when i thought love was enough,

but i just don't think it is anymore.

collections.

please.

don't kid yourself.

i can't feel for you.

i never have.

please.

don't kid yourself.

you were good once.

but not anymore.

please.

don't kid yourself.

can't keep you.

the second you start feeling, i get bored.

sorry, i didn't mean to lead you on.

counting paces.

you make me shiver and i love you.

this is so real, so good.

bring me back fast.

the older the better.

oh this boy of mine... he's got me good. all wrapped up and spinning. if only i could find some time to catch my breath and get some sleep. but oh this boy of mine...

paint it black.

"she knew there were reasons to stay home, good reasons. she could barely stand upright, or take a full breath. she had forgotten her name, how to button a button. she was so transparent, they might not even be able to see her. and yet. when would it end? she would still have to pay rent, and eat. and michael would still be dead. he was dead everywhere."

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this could be the best book ever.

decisions.

there are a thousand things i want to say to you right now. but all i can do is keep repeating these lines. over and over again. god. all you did was give me a taste. and fuck i fell hard.

curves.

there is this way that you make me ache. you fuck me with your eyes. and i take a drag from this cigarette and my body just curls. you laugh, you love that you get to me. it will take hours to get this out of me and you just keep smiling. you'll drop me in a second and i will dig my fingers into your back. you cloud my every thought and i can't sleep without thinking about lighting your bed on fire. so baby, keep chasing me because i will keep waking up in your bed.